Hi I'm Ashley and I'm 37 and Im 4 weeks and 5 day

Mother

I didn't get pregnant by my husband cuz my husband had a vasectomy 14 years ago, so we found a storm door.. and we had a whole bunch of things going on in our life before pregnant. He cheated on me and he still talking to the girl as a friend he said.. I told him I don't want like him to talk to a little her, but he asked me what can I do so I can keep talking to her maybe I can meet her one day I don't know. I just don't know what to do to tell people pregnant cuz they know my husband cheated on me... My husband always says you got married young and that's why he's cheated I was 17 when he was 18 and he got married and had three kids together and I always feel like he's my soulmate and I love him with all my heart and I know I'm going to grow old with him but I really don't know now because he always said I don't know what will happen in the future he always says that now. It's hurts that I know I might lose my husband in the future.. I love him so so much..