Am I imagining it?!

I had a miscarriage a couple of months ago after 2 years of trying to get pregnant. We just recently began trying again but my cycle is all over the place from the loss, so I have no idea what my dpo is, when I’m supposed to expect my period, or when I’m ovulating. Either way I’ve had some similar symptoms to my first pregnancy so I tested this morning. Tell me if you see it and please be nice 💜💜