Tomorrow is my first ultrasound. This is my 5th pregnancy (two living children). I experienced a MMC at 12w and a blighted ovum 6 months later in 2021.

This pregnancy my symptoms are way more intense than the last two pregnancies and aside from my fear I can say I do “feel” pregnant. But I am SO afraid of being told there is nothing in my uterus again. I am trying my hardest to be positive but I am afraid of getting my hopes up. HCG levels are nice and high but I know that doesn’t really matter.

I am so scared 😭.