Ok so after a year of ttc I gave up. I had a clostilbegyt stimulation, I had hormones to support my cycle I had everything except <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> (because I’m not reacting well to hormones psychologically at all) and nothing. Maybe God just says it’s not the time or the baby is not my option I don’t know. I just gave up, so if I magically somehow get pregnant I’m gonna be happy, if not then ok I will take it and relax. Because this fight, this running rounds is so exhausting and painful that I can’t do it anymore. I want my relationship with my man to be normal, happy, full of love and happiness. Not this stress, tears and broken hopes.

This sounds depressive but … no I just want to say that I value my time with my man and want to enjoy our journey and leave all to the destiny. Even my doctor says chances are, but all is up to God, or destiny because you never know… ❤️