well guys, i took a pregnancy test last night. it was positive. i told the guy. he automatically went to googling states that still do legal abortions. long story short, he’s younger than me, going to college in january, so it’s understandable why he wouldn’t want a kid right now.

i have a 3 year old son now going on 4 in march. in january last year , i got pregnant and felt forced to get an abortion by the father because of the situation. i regret it to this day. the nightmares and guilt kill me. so the thought this time just feels wrong. i want another baby. i know i’d be in it alone. my 3 year olds father is a great guy, but even tho we broke up years ago, the news would still hurt him, as the one last year did. but i feel guilty for even thinking about having his support through this. i don’t want to feel the guilt of getting rid of another blessing that I ASKED for, but the thought of being alone in this does scare me. omggggg and i bought dreamville festival tickets that i have to somehow sell if i continue to carry the baby. and cancel my birthday plans! lol but realistically, a baby beats all of that! i just want advice and opinions i guess guys