Not sure what to think/do

La ‘ShelleMoneé

So my guy and I have been trying to get pregnant for awhile now and now that I’ve been exhibiting symptoms of pregnancy I also notice that I’ve become more emotionally aware of things that go on between us and my reactions have been more anger than anything. Part of me feels like this isn’t just a coincidence but exactly what our lives will look like if I do finally take a test and am pregnant and the other part of me is kind of chalking it up to being overwhelmed because I’ve felt rather inadequate in trying to have a family of my own. I get so frustrated with him now and so emotional that I start to want to isolate myself (which I used to do before we got together. I’m learning to not do that anymore). He has two children of his own and so there’s also that feeling of “it won’t matter to him either way” because not only has he gone through this twice! He also responds very nonchalantly when I have gotten excited about experiencing symptoms of pregnancy. The only time I’ve noticed a drastic change in his emotion is when we have taken pregnancy test before and he gets really sad/disappointed.