Does anyone else ever feel like giving up?

I’ve been trying for months now and I’m so disappointed I want to stop trying. I cannot stand testing & seeing a negative 😭😭 like it really gets me soooo sad and affects my mood when my period comes 😔 and then having to baby dance and hope everything’s good and then having to wait 2 weeks and test for it to be negative like this whole process is so mentally exhausting and disappointing 😭