scared

Ok so I’m not sure if this is the right group sorry if it’s not

but I’m 8 days late, my boobs hurt a little, I wanted to long it out until my period showed up and I was scared to test because I was worried it will be positive and I know most women would be thrilled with that but it absolutely terrifies me it truly it came up as two lines. I’m 24 and only been with my boyfriend 2 months, please don’t call me stupid or irresponsible either because i didn’t want this to happen so obviously prevented it. I don’t know who to talk to and who to support me through this it’s just a massive shock I just don’t even know where to start in my head I’m just in denial about it and am trying to forget and go about normal life but I know I can’t do that