I can’t wrap my head around the fact that I am having a surprise baby by a old fling and was never able to have one with the guy I was with for a while year 🤯🤯🤯🤯. I am sooooo hurt bc as I knew I told him I was expecting and he left my house so darn fast I had never heard from him since. I texted him three times and he leaves me on read. I didn’t want to go this by myself. I really wanted to be in a relationship and see my man happy that I was expecting his child but once again I’m going through it BY MYSELF!!! I really do always wondering if someone will still ever want to marry me 😭😭😭 my boys are 7,8 and now I’ll have a new born in august and it’s 3 BABY DADDIES!!!! But each Situation is soooo different. It just didn’t work out and one of them simply said he doesn’t want to be apart of his son life so I made a promise to myself that I would wait and be patient and the one time I welcomed a old fling back and didn’t think nothing of it afterwards I got a surprise. Ladies I am scareddddd why do we have to do it alone? Why can’t our life be like the amazing fairytale love movies