Gender disappointment

Kaitlyn • Pregnant with our Rainbow 🌈

We have a 4 year old son who we absolutely adore. I lost a baby girl at 15 weeks in July.

I am currently pregnant again and just found out it is a boy. I am of course happy he is healthy to far and things are going well. We’ve been trying to grow our family for 3 years. But I am a bit sad to know I could have been a girl mom too, and now I won’t be.

Not sure how to “feel my feelings” and put them behind me. Any advice?