Is this normal?

Savannah

I just need to know if this is common. I’m 3 months postpartum. The last thing I should be thinking about is baby #2, but I’ve been obsessing over being pregnant again. Sometimes in an excited way and sometimes in an anxious way. I guess being pregnant have me freedom from having to take birth control or the monthly question “am I pregnant?” For me it gave me security and I’m obsessing over getting the security back. I don’t feel like this is healthy. Am I alone in this?