I hate Christmas and everything about it. My kids are 5 years and 6 weeks

My reasons:

1. My husband procrastinated getting me a gift despite his job being to buy and sell things online and me giving him my Amazon wish list in oct-november. He does the same shit every yesr, which is forget, scramble last minute a d his emotional burden becomes mine. After he issued the deadline to order, he asked if I'd be fine going to shopping with him and pick out something but we never went.  I'd really rather a $20 anything when it's kept a secret and had somethought over the $100-$200 item he rushed out to get on christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> every yesr that wasn't what I wanted or asked for or needed in our house. This yesr I told him to not scramble with a last minute gift for me because I craved his time and attention  with me and the kids.  So I know for a fact he didn't get me anything.

2. My inlaws are very well intentioned but very stressful. Being around them makes my kids cranky, and puts my husband and I on edge. This is all yesr round but on Christmas it's 10× stressful.

3. I carry the Christmas sprit on my back. Today marks the 30th night our elf moved and has a new trick up his sleeve. I bought matching pajamas, decorations the house, bought all the gifts for everyone including from "the kids" to everyone including from H to everyone. I've spent months picking up little items individually for stocking g stuffers including my own.