I am just so hurt this Christmas. I had my baby boy 10/26/2022 at 39 weeks and he had pooped prior to being delivered. When he came out they had so much trouble resuscitating him, and he passed.

Almost exactly two months later, I haven’t had a period yet but lots of cramping and my boobs have been so sore. I decided to take a test. It took us two years to conceive him. I can’t imagine it taking a couple weeks this time around. I am terrified to get happy. Anything?