I knew it was going to be a sad one since my dad passed away 5 months ago and my brother a year and a half ago…. But never to this extent…my husband and I can’t stop fighting, everything started with me and my son being sick we got the flu bad so I had to take care of him and my 10m old while feeling miserable because my husband works but even when he got home all week we didn’t help at all… so of course and the end of the week when my 10m old finally got it I’m exhausted and bitter. I’m also trying to get whatever ready to have a small Christmas celebration at home and when I asked what we should make all I got is idk idk idk… no initiative or ideas on his behalf so the bomb explored and went off on him… I’m hurting so much missing my family wishing things where like in the past and seeing what my present and future holds really upset me… if I don’t pull my weight here this household doesn’t work so no Christmas this year for us except for my son who still got to open the only one present I was able to get due to being sick… my husband ? He just kept playing his games, and watched his videos and spent time on his phone …