So recently if you look on my other topics I was in tangled with this girl with a toxic bf and what’s sucks is she told me at the end of the year she wants to start fresh being single and me and her can be on building our foundation and bonding but we fell out because she didn’t break up w him and still wanted to kiss on me and tell me she doesn’t want to be with him and I couldn’t take it because I don’t like being a side piece but she blocked me on everything after we had a discussion about are situation and I told her I didn’t want to be her friend cause I have traumas w toxic ppl or even seeing it but I still want her to badly and idk if I should move on completely or once the new year comes I should try and talk to her and see what’s up I just don’t know why I feel like this I want her so badly and it just sucks I haven’t been in many relationships and I get caught real easily but should I wait and talk to her in the new year or should I just move on completely….?