Miscarriage on Chirstmas ๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜”

This been the worst Holiday of my life on December 22 we found out I was pregnant. I was having pregnancy symptoms for already 1 weeks my period was late 7 days, we were so excited finally after 3 years of trying, I went to the ED because of some cramping the doctor told me everything was fine my HCG levels were 99 that means it was a early stage of the pregnancy. On December 23 I was spotting and cramping I decide to go to the hospital I knew something wasnโ€™t right I was trying to keep my hopes out but when they took my HCG levels it was low now 56 I was told by the doctor I was having a miscarriage I was trying so hard to stay calm. I took a cap home as soon as I got home really bad cramping started my husband was with my daughter I didnโ€™t want her to know that I wasnโ€™t well. I started with really bad pain and dizziness to the point that I call 911 I was in tears. I had never experienced some much pain in my life, I was rush to the ED just to confirm that my HCG leves were on 45 keep dropping. Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> was horrible for me and my husband. I havenโ€™t stop crying now Iโ€™m having heavily bleeding and bad cramps. I canโ€™t wait to finish this process this is so painful I canโ€™t put into words how much pain Iโ€™m having right now emotionally and physically. ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข I donโ€™t how to feel Iโ€™m so confused.