merry christmas to me

Celeina • Mon, Dec 26

On Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> I started bleeding. I soaked through two pads in 3 hours and passed a 1 inch blood clot and a clot the size of a quarter.

I feel no joy. I don’t feel like I deserve to be sad. I was only 4 weeks pregnant. I was so excited. Now my pregnancy is reduced to a chemical and it feels so wrong.