This is my second pregnancy, I have a daughter who is 2. I'm really struggling with being excited and happy about another one. Of course when we found out we were sooooo excited and had all the feels. But since then I've been so sick with HG, I've lost 10 pounds and any desire for food. We all just got over having the flu also. I'm just really struggling with being excited about having another baby right now and I don't know why. I know it's such a blessing and it was something we were trying for so I feel terrible. Wondering if it's just my hormones, seasonal depression or just being sick has taken over.