Just want to TTC vent đź«Ł
It has not been long at all. We got married October 16 and my fertile week was right after . But I just want to be pregnant asap. Backstory: I was married In 2017. It took me a year to get pregnant my ex was begging me for a baby. I got so frustrated with TTC, I gave up and said whatever and sure enough that’s when I got pregnant as everyone says ! Well soon after found out he was cheating. He went back and forth with wanting to work it out Vs wanting to leave . I kicked him out and he filed for divorce. I was living in CA but from MD. Had to find a lawyer asap and give up my dream of being in san diego. It was a very brutal 3 year divorce and he never met my child until she was 3.
I developed severe anxiety bc of the divorce/custody process, single mom and a registered nurse working in the hospital during covid. I need a new word for burn out ! Doesn’t even do it justice.
Anyways years of therapy and fast forward 4 years , my daughter and I are THRIVING! Met an amazing man who stepped up to be my daughters husband and take care of us both!!!! I’m 35, only have one ovary and my daughter is already 4. I just hate this big age gap and was so worried when I had her that she’d be an only child . I know it’s in Gods timing but my baby really wants siblings. Just praying 🙏🏼 and trying to put it all in Gods hands ! I am so thankful for my life and my amazing new husband. I just feel so bad she doesn’t have a sibling yet even though it was out of my hands completely !
Guess I really just needed to vent! Happy holidays !
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