Struggling today

We’ve been TTC for approx 6 months now, I know that’s not even a huge amount of time but now my close friend has just told me she’s pregnant, with her horrible ex who she’s on an off with. An I can’t help but just be gutted cos we’re not, my relationship is just so amazing an I just want us to finally be a little family, my partner has no children and I have the one. I feel like crying I’m being so dramatic I know 😭 but why can’t it just happen for us 😭