I feel absolutely awful writing this and completely understand if I receive criticism for doing so, but I don’t find my baby cute at all. I’m really worried that her looks are going to hold her back in life as I was (and still am) very ugly without make up and know the huge difference make up made, in terms of how people treated me. Not one person has said she is sweet, cute or beautiful since being born (she’s 3 months old now), whereas everyone used to say it about our eldest daughter who is now 3. It makes me feel nervous to go out and about with her as I feel people are looking at her and thinking she’s funny looking. I still love her and am giving her as much attention as I did for my eldest daughter, I just wanted to ask if anyone else has had a similar experience as I know it’s a very taboo topic to say you don’t find your own child cute. I don’t want to sound ungrateful either, as I know how desperate so many people are for their own child, but these are my honest thoughts.