Am I wrong for being upset

My bd/bf was overseas for 5 months for basketball. He just got home not even a month ago and has drove back to Ohio (his home town) 3 times already. It’s a 4 hour drive. Leaving me with our son. Now he’s trying to go back again this weekend and I’m upset cause I feel he should stay home with his son and I and not keep running off. I’m so tired of being alone all the time and doing it by myself. Thought he’d be more happy to be with us.

I might be overthinking it idk