23 year old virgin and 38 year old guy

I’ve been “talking” to a guy who is older than me and has a bit of a complicated life because he is in the entertainment industry. He’s single no kids. Seems like he has avoided commitment for a while. I am a virgin and he just found out. Surprisingly he seemed comfortable and even happy about it after our conversation. We have touched each other but he has always been really respectful and is the first guy that doesn’t pressure me to do it, everrr. We have talked for 6 months now. Everything has been very slow between us since we have taken our time because of our multiple differences.

I feel like I am attached to him and he’s the first guy I ever feel comfortable around but I’m afraid he won’t establish a serious relationship. On the other hand, tension is growing and idk if I should have sex with him because I really like everything about him but I’m afraid I’ll get more attached and eventually heartbroken but I don’t want to walk away from him at all.

Any advice 🥹