Confused in pregnancy?

kris

hi all,

i just found today on test a tiny line showing pregnancy.

i feel sim confused not sure if i want to stay with my partner and so nervous.

is this normal?

we were not using protection for few months and i felt good imaging getting pregnant with him.

Age is big pressure too (36) and still not mama.

i misscarried this year in Feb and ut was hard.

Has anyone felt so confused at begining of pregnancy? i even think of ex and think i loved him more and screwed my life when we broke.

i feel like i cant love so deep as i did my ex

:-(

please help