Need to vent
I need to vent so I'm not in a mood all day. I usually call my fiance when he's on his way back from work (this morning) we have a toddler and I'm pregnant. So I was speaking to him but my voice sounded tired. I was already awake but it takes a while for my voice to adjust. He was saying not to call him until I'm fully awake. He had a tone with me and was being sarcastic with me but not in a funny way. It was in his I think I know everything tone. So I told him I was awake and I don't even know how but we started arguing. I got frustrated and said let's just drop it and move on. Then he said ok but he kept going. He said he wasn't on his way back yet because I left him without gas. Which I didn't plan on him taking my car. It was just because of the rain. Then he ignored me the whole time putting on gas and told me he said hold on when he didn't. I let him know he was hurting my feelings the way he was continuing to talk to me all rude and sarcasticly and he said. Why don't you drop it! In an aggressive tone. I decided to try to let it go and I said ok what city are you in. I only asked to change the subject and to see if he left San Francisco. He said I told you I don't effin know. At this point I'm emotional because I'm sensitive and I'm pregnant. Plus I don't think I deserved that because be told me not call him in the beginning of the call unless I'm fully awake but I was. But because I didn't say yes I will. He started having an additude. I was able to let stuff go and even let him be rude to me and he still continued. Now he's here and he didn't even look at me and honestly I don't even want to talk to him..he thinks this is acceptable and it makes me sad. I just was so excited to see him and spend time with him and our toddler and just be happy. I hate how the morning started. I don't know if I should just say hello to him and talk to him normal or just give him the same energy he gives me. And just enjoy my day with my baby . Because I don't want to hear what I do wrong over something that was blown out of proportion.
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