I found out I was pregnant in early October we had decided to start our ttc journey in September and we were beyond excited to meet our little baby. We got the gender reveal results an found we were going to be having our first boy…then I went into the ob just for a check up my ob looked for a steady heart beat for about 45 minutes before I went into the ultrasound room. I could see he wasn’t moving and I couldn’t hear a heart beat.. my ob came in and told me I had lost him.

Me and my boyfriend do want to try again but I’m scared the same thing is gonna happen.

I don’t like seeing the way this hurt my partner and I don’t want him to go through it again but if I do get pregnant I can’t hide puking and constantly being nauseous.