I’ve felt so alone, hurt not heard and so much more I’ve tried and tired and it seems like no one wants to see the work I have done or put it but only want I haven’t and that’s making it only harder to keep pushing threw to get what I neeed to done and no matter what I do there’s been nothing but bs and drama just from his ex alone and not to mention the things that have been done, said and stolen it’s as if these people are trying so very hard to make me have a full bipolar episode just for the fun and I’ve been doing everything I can just to keep everything in cheek and not have a break down and this would be a lot for everyone not just for someone with bipolar but what makes this even harder is that I always always wanted nothing more then to have my own little family and I always thought that this experience would have been more happy threw out but it’s been nothing but a heartache and heartbreaking drama