My family came to visit me today. My dad brought my baby clothes and bath tub. They were happy to see my 2 month old. But my partner got mad that they came to the house. He wanted me to take them somewhere else but there, i didn't do that his dad had made food for them and stuff. So he left and he kept texting me asking when the were gonna leave so i felt so bad that i had to kick them out so he can come back home. I can't go see them because he doesn't trust. Since i had the baby i felt so alone and the little time i get to see my family i enjoy but i know they can't come here anymore which makes me sad. I just feel so alone and i feel more suicidal than ever and its getting harder and harder i tried to kill myself on Christmas day but my partner stopped me o don't know what to do anymore