Ugh. I’m so mad at myself. I’m 10+5 today and this isn’t my first rodeo. I have a stupid home doppler and tried to find baby’s heartbeat. Couldn’t find it. Knew I probably wouldn’t but did it anyways because I’m an IDIOT! I’ve also got the rocking mashed-potato body (my husband loves carbs 😉) so I knew finding baby would be even more unlikely. Now I’m all worried like I KNEW I WOULD BE and looking for any openings for private scans tomorrow. I have my 12-week scan next Wednesday. I’m probably not going to book a scan and just wait like I should but ugghhhh. I’m so mad at myself.

What would I do if baby didn’t have a heartbeat anyways? There’s nothing I can so why did I stress myself out 🤷‍♀️ Just wait until next week and be stressed out then. I am so dumb.

Ladies, don’t be stupid like me. PUT THE DOPPLER DOWN!!!