I had my hopes so high 😔
I am nearly 31, ttc my first baby for the past 13 months. This is month 5 of ttc after a7 week miscarriage. This is also going to be our last natural cycle. I wanted it to happen so bad this month as it would have brought sentimental value. If I got pregnant this cycle then the day that I would have started my second trimester aka would have been the due date of the one we lost. If I got pregnant this cycle then this ones due date would have been right around my grandma’s birthday. My grandma is the one who raised me and she passed away in February. I have no more family, she was the only one I had so it would have been extra special to me.
But here I am, 3 days before my period and very clear negative tests. I have been using Proov Complete tests and this morning my progesterone dropped way down so I know my period will be coming. My heart is shattered. We will not be trying this next month as I am going to be getting all of my fertility testing done. My doctor is using the Creighton Model FertilityCare with NaPro Technology. I know that getting all of the testing done and getting put on the proper fertility medication, whether it be letrozole or clomid, is going to help me in the long run but I can’t help but to feel like a failure. My body is failing to do the one thing it was designed to do. I just feel broken. Is there anything you have tried that has helped?
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