I don’t know what to do. I am 6 months postpartum, and I have no sex drive. Like, I would much rather rip all of my hair out of my head then even think about doing anything sexual. And it is now becoming a problem. I am pretty sure my husband is about to leave me because of it.

I have tried to bring my sex drive back through masterbation, I will force myself to do it and 9/10 I will not even get myself off. I have tried shopping for new toys which used to excite me, but the idea of using them makes me want to throw up honestly.

Before anyone says anything, I have tried to explain this to my husband. But he takes it as a form of me punishing him. I understand where he is coming from completely, but I don’t know what to do! I want snuggles, and hugs. That is all I want.

I feel like I am going crazy. I am so frustrated at myself and I am so scared of losing my husband. I don’t know what to do. To add; I have suffered from postpartum depression, and have also recently been diagnosed with major depressive disorder which is not helping matters either.

I am going to call my doctor to see about having my hormones checked because I genuinely do not know what it wrong with me. Also, sex is super painful for me.