Happening again

kazza-👶🏼👼👼

Ladies I had a miscarriage last year got my bfp on Xmas eve and was so excited my Christmas miracle had cramps two days ago - tests weren’t getting darker and today the bleeding has started just sat in a&e to rule out an ectopic. This is my second now and I gutted I really don’t know how to feel I just want my little boy to have a sibling I know I’m so lucky to have him I just can’t help feeling so down about this