Looking for reassurance

Hello ladies. I am just looking for some positive stories or reassurance as I await my next appointment. Two weeks ago (12/22 at 12 weeks) I woke up to a lot of bleeding and ended up passing a large clot. We rushed to the doctor, baby is perfect, and they told me I have a subamniotic hemorrhage. They said not to worry, take it easy (no heavy lifting, sex, etc) and it would likely resolve it self. The bleeding stopped by the next night and nothing for a week. Then I started having brown spotting on and off since. It’s very minimal and comes and goes randomly. I have my next appointment next Wednesday and they will ultrasound again and see where we are. I’m just trying not to drive myself crazy. I had to see a different doctor since mine was out of town and that makes me nervous. He didn’t seem to think the clot was a big deal. And it was big. One thing I love about my doctor is that she doesn’t sugar coat. She’s positive and upbeat but always gives it to me straight (I had preeclampsia with my daughter and that was a rough road). Maybe I’m overthinking this..but I just can’t help but feel like there’s something I’m missing 😔

I’m sorry for the long post. Just looking for some reassurance or similar stories. Thank you ♥️