Well, it’s official. I am currently miscarrying our boys. I was 6w1d today. They don’t have any answers as to why… but now we wait for it to pass and my HCG hits zero and I have a natural menstrual cycle…once that happens we do another SHG to confirm my uterus is clear and if it is then we will get the green light to start another transfer cycle.

So many emotions are filling my mind and body right now it’s exhausting and I can’t believe we have to wait months before trying again .. this whole process is just infuriating 😩😭🥺

RIP little man, you were already so loved and so wanted 💙 💔

Update as of 3/1

So the last couple months have been rough. However I switched doctors because I didn’t like how my previous doctor handled my miscarriage… with that being said, he said I miscarried because my previous doctor never took me off Lovenox and Asa after diagnosing me with an SCH so I just kept bleeding and eventually it overtook my pregnancy.. to say I am pissed doesn’t really cover it!!

Next steps are SHG, HSG and then prep for next transfer. Which the only changes they are making to my protocol is:

- PIO plus vaginal progesterone suppositories

- no ASA or Lovenox

- estrace

- closer monitoring for lining checks, and progesterone and estrogen

- strict bed rest after transfer for 10 days

Hopefully everything goes good so I can transfer in April! ❤️‍🩹❤️🤞🏻