Taking back control 👑✨

This whole pandemic situation really made me fuck up mentally. I started as a really confident, lazy girl, and it all went from working out -> long distance relationships -> body insecurity -> reliving past trauma -> anxiety -> online therapist -> depression

I’ve been through so many thing and one thing that never changed was me putting others need over my own. That’s the one thing that’s always been really clear to me even before pandemic. So 2022 was a year of me really trying to get my life back on track, working on myself, my needs, and just what I want in general.

I think I’ve really belittled my efforts and I should be more proud of myself. I’m not giving up even though it’s not going according to plan. This year I really want to make an impact on my life. I miss my own smile, my laughter, and conversations with people.

So all I’ve done so far is for others, based on others, and there’s just a 10% of it that’s me doing it for me. I really should take this opportunity to give myself the treatment I deserve. So yeah, that’s what I want.