wanna lose my virginity (18F)

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so, i’ve been talking to this guy for a month and we’re the same age (18). i am a virgin, he’s not which i don’t mind at all. i’ve rejected many guys who asked to hookup with me but honestly idek why i’m waiting to lose it. i would really like to lose it to this guy as i’m really attracted to him and he’s very sweet. i just don’t know if i’ll get attached and if i’ll be able to deal with the guilt (my mom would be mad if she knew i lost my virginity before marriage). so i mean can y’all tell me what y’all think of this? and tips and advice for losing ur virginity?