I say this with the hope of helping someone else. Cause reading other people’s experiences helps me relate along while releasing my feelings. So I have 2 daughters and at 26 years old I have had my first miscarriage, and I pray my last. It was the most horrific traumatic experience for me and my fiancé. For the 2 weeks I’ve been on and off spotting. Slowly getting heavier. Went to my ob while it was still spotting a week ago and everything looked great. Baby was moving, heart beat was great. Was told some times bleeding just happens. Than 2 days ago bleeding got a little heavier and went from spotting to bleeding. I went to the er this time and was told everything look great, baby was active and heart beat was 186. Labs everything came back great. Yesterday went to the zoo ,no cramping barely any spotting it was a great day. Until about 1 am. I started cramping and decided I would take a bath. It started getting worse and worse. So I got out laid in bed with a heating pad it got so bad I had to get up and go to the bathroom within 30 mins of the cramps starting, The damage was done and the baby had been passed. The most heart sinking feeling holding this little baby in my hand when 24 hours prior it was doing great. My fiancé and I will never be the same. Today has been an on and off feeling. One moment we’re laughing enjoying family trying to stay busy because as soon as we get quiet time to our selves we’re back in bereavement. The images in my mind will haunt me forever. Hearing my fiancé yelling no will never leave my head. I know with time it’ll get easier but I don’t know how I could ever get past this and feel brave enough to try again. I can’t possibly go through this again. My heart hurts so much. Im blessed with my 2 girls, I can’t imagine try for another for this to happen again and put another baby through this. I did everything right. I ate right, I took my prenatal and didn’t take anything I wasn’t suppose. I even made sure to find alcohol free medicine. I wanted to do the best I could for it and that still wasn’t enough.