So I’m coming on here to ask for advice or if someone can help me figure this out .

So since August of last year, I started feeling like I was to “fat” and ugly, I was really self conscious and insecure.

I started counting calories and trying to not eat. I only did it at that time just to see if I can lose some weight.

Now over the past couple of months I’ve been straight up getting worse. I can’t even eat anything without making sure the calories are under 100. I’ve been so stressed out because it’s been consuming my mind. I can’t do anything anymore…

Now it’s become my daily routine, checking myself in the mirror to much, never eating over 600 calories in a day, weighing myself often, fasting.. I can’t even take any medication without making sure the medication 100% won’t make me gain weight. it’s become normal for me now. I’m now 115 ( 39 lbs down ) all in under 5 months. The most I’ve lost in under a week was 5 lbs.

I’ve almost done everything in the books to lose weight.

It’s driving me crazy. My mind wants me to lose 10-15 more. I’m also now feeling like I’m going to collapse when I stand up or walk to fast.

I’m almost 15. And I don’t know what to do. My mom and everyone is catching on.

I have to wait over a year to see a psychiatrist and therapist . Someone please give me some advice :(

( and yes, I know I’m very self aware. Due to everything that has happened in my life over the past 2 years I have to be. )