Today I am 12 dpo, I took a test this morning even though it was early because I have a preop appointment tomorrow and I was hoping this would be it, I wouldn't need to have the Endo diagnostic procedure just yet.

That we would've finally done it.

I was silly and didn't buy a new brand of test after my false positive last month, so I test with the same brand and it's a faint line, darker then last month's but still faint. Why do I do this to myself, a faulty brand of test and the pain of knowing it's probably not actually positive.

I've ordered new tests and they will be here later today, l'll probably test again but this time not get my hopes up.

Which is easier said then done.

*I’m frustrated and just venting*