For the past few weeks, since I had found out that I was pregnant after trying for 2 yrs with multiple loses and so much heart ache and tears just yearning for my babies, I was so sure this baby would be okay.. that I would finally walk through the doors of our home with our bundle of joy and with a broken heart I say that this is not the ending I was hoping and praying for. After this being our seventh loss I just don’t know how to feel or how to understand why it keeps happening… I found out after a long time I struggle with PCOS so I began taking medication and it worked to get pregnant but for some reason my body just won’t let me stay pregnant .. I am so lost and heart broken 💔