I am 10 months postpartum, I have been using the patch for about 6 months and 2 months ago my pharmacy changed it to the generic which doesn’t stick as well and is very thin. I haven’t had a “true” period since about the end of November, but I spotted the end of December and tested positive today Jan 16th on both test. I feel so sad and guilty that I feel sad. I don’t think i’ll be able to afford 2 babies and I feel so sad I am taking away from my precious first born. I just feel disappointed I wanted my baby to have a good life and never see me struggle. The way I feel is heart broken and I hate that cause babies are a absolute blessing!! The timing is just not great for me and I feel like a terrible mom😭