I feel like such a bad person. I just had my baby 1 week ago and I haven’t been myself. I LOVE MY BABY TO DEATH and I would go through everything 100x to have him. But I been feeling so off. I been feeling insecure about my parent (just about our relationship and if it’s going to change for the worse), I have loss of appetite, I’m just anxious and nervous. Also we live with his family in a tiny place so we’re staying with my parents and I was hoping until we find a place for us and baby so I’m like super scared and nervous he’ll say to go back to his family when there is literally NO SPACE on that place and super dirty so I’m anxious about that too.

I’m happy at my parents house but there are moments where I feel lost, idk if my marriage will work, idk if we’ll get a place for us 3, idk what to do. I’m happy with my family and baby but just super anxious