When I found out I was pregnant, I weighed 123lbs. I'm now at 134lbs and i'm only 14 weeks. Before pregnancy I suffered with an eating disorder and have since about 6th grade. This pregnancy has been ridiculously mentally challenging because of this. I feel guilty every single day for simply eating or for eating unhealthy. I try to eat healthy for the most part but sometimes I get sick from smells still and that's been so hard.