My heart hurts so much... I've had 2x miscarriages in the past i recently started spotting and then got a positive pregnancy test which i was excited about but it comes with a lot of anxiety because im scared of doing anything just so i dont loose the baby... i went to my GP and they claimed and still claim i lost my baby without running any tests on me first they said it was an ectopic pregnancy and then they said it was an early loss without running any tests and having any proof... in my heart i feel and know i am pregnant but it's making me doubt stuff so much and if it turns out that i had another loss i already know i wont handle it well im at the verge of loosing myself 😢😢😢 trying for a baby is so damn hard and then when you get what you want the worrying never ever stops! Every little thing scares you😢