Does anyone else just want to end it , go to sleep and not wake up. I’ve been suffering from depression since childhood and recently it’s just getting worse. I have some good days but not a lot. Sometimes when I get frustrated I hold my daughter and just cry because I feel like having these thoughts about harming myself isn’t fair to her or my husband. I just had a mental break down at work and had to go to the bathroom to cry to try to get myself to relax…. I HAVE NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT Hurting my daughter, only myself.