I miscarried at 12 weeks in October. My husbands cousin and his wife are having a baby boy in March today is their baby shower I'm going but it hurts because I should be 28 weeks (as of yesterday) with my twins and planning my own shower . Will the pain ever fully go away? I've had other miscarriages but they were all UN planned pregnancies so it didn't hurt as much as losing the twins I actively tried to have does.

I'm also a few days into my tww praying that I'll get a positive pregnancy test in a few weeks.