Husband said to pay for massage

I asked my husband tonight if he could just rub or massage on my back and he told me I needed to pay someone to do that. He absolutely refused to touch me and then finally said roll over, gave me the hardest massage I’ve ever had and then finally stopped and rolled over.

It kind of peeves me off because I rub his back, neck and belly almost every night and he barely touches me.

Should I just not ask him again and just go pay someone to massage me for him? Is anyone else in a marriage where they practically have to beg for any kind of affection physically? I just want to be touched at this point. Even a kiss would be SO nice. I miss making out and the hot and heavy petting. 😔 ugh.