35 weeks…. Ugh

35 weeks with my third and I’m having major anxiety about giving birth naturally again. I did it naturally with my second and although I remember it being painful and extremely hard work it was the most amazing experience. I now find myself panicking and having anxiety to give birth naturally again. This is my second home birth and all of a sudden I’m terrified of the pain I’m going to have to go through. I’m praying this is just hormones playing on me. My second baby that was birthed at home changed my life and was the most amazing experience. Idk why I’m having second thoughts wanting to labor naturally again 😭