Me and my kids father have been going to church since around Halloween time… We have one kid together and one more on the way but I have two kids a side of that . Recently he told me that he wasn’t ready to give his self to God and that he still wanted to be a gangster and to be in the streets because that was his life.

He said he’s not interested in the Bible and how when he was in church he was pretending to read and that is a sin. He also said he will never be a preacher like our pastor mark and how he doesn’t ever see his self stopping smoking or drinking. He said we can still get married but he does not want to be Christian.

He said why don’t you think we can just make it normally in life without being a Christian and I said because you can’t get through any thing in life without the Lord on your side and his response was “ you think that😒” basically like as if !

He said I need to find someone else that wants to be a sucker because he feels like a square trying to give his self to God and if he hast to go to hell then so be it.

I know that I’m not 100% a saint but the fact that you don’t want to commit to God at all and say that you’re not ready bothers me that you won’t at least try to move in the right direction direction…

I feel like I’m wasting my time with this man. He told me to accept him how he is what the Lord is first and I can’t go against it and I’m trying so hard to let him go . I am really hoping that God brings me in the right direction.