Chemical Pregnancy

nilisha

I just had a chemical pregnancy, after 11 years of infertility I saw a positive pregnancy test I had so much joy in me I jumped . My anniversary was near so I planned to surprise him with a positive test that day but the very same day when I took the test it was gone . I took the beta and it showed 5.66 but no positive test kit I was in disbelieve and took another beta it was 10 a week later and the same day I took another beta in another hospital it was only 2.36 . Now I cannot cry I cried already for the baby i didnt have it affected my husband too he didnt even talked and touched too me yesterday i dont blame him may be he was excited too . I wish I never told him I wish I could have gone this by my self . I just feel discouraged that my body is failing me always 😫😩😓